It’s been awhile since I last blogged. . I have definitely been trying to keep busy after finally graduating FIDM in September. It has definitely been tough finding a job I actually want. It’s not that there aren’t jobs out there because there are plenty with the right resources, it’s just a matter of finding the job I want that will make me happy and pay well. I know the path I want to take just has to be with the right timing.. especially it being so close to the end of the year. Any way I interviewed for a job I was really interested in and later found out I was on the top of their list for job candidates but they were reevaluating if they even could afford to hire another assistant. Made me think about what path I wanted to take and if that would stop me, but it didn’t. It’s not. I just think if I wait til the new year there will be more opportunities and accounts that will be available.
I’m at a point in my life where I can’t just take any job out there, having a 13 month old son really makes me think of every decision I make. For example, I used to work in a restaurant and we all know financially it’s great (for the most part). I have been offered to go back numerous times but I’m not trying to take the easy way out. I just graduated school and want to move forward, not backwards. I have a job right now which is part time and I absolutely love it, but financially it isn’t the best for a mother who has a child AND may I add who is trying to plan a wedding. It’ll help me get by til I find the job I want, or will help me get closer to where I want to be.
I’m basically writing this post for myself and the thoughts I have now, so I can read months or even years from now. Basically like my own diary… but to share with anyone who wants to read this lol. I guess what I’m trying to say is, (while telling this to myself) I have to be positive and just look forward. I know with things it takes time and you have to work your ass off for it, you don’t just get it handed to you on a silver platter, unless you have a rich family or something. But don’t you want to have that feeling of accomplishment every time you see your paycheck or drive that nice car.. that YOU earned it? Because I definitely do.
I know with time I’ll get where I want to be, I just have to keep working at it.
